Dance to Trance

Close the eyes,
Liberal the mind,
Sing song to the heart,
Vibrations spreading to all parts,

Tapping the sensations,
Feeling the strings of connection.
Not to resist;
Seeking the beauty beyond the mist_______

There I see myself:
as clear as ocean deep,
as clean as breeze,
as pure as nectar,
as smooth as nature,
as strong as desire,
as fearless as fire.

Ringing of chimes in my ears,
Eyes with tears,
My arms to embrace,
Spark on my face,
Smile looks bright,
Body stays light,

Love,joy and peace flows;
Feel God connected to the soul.......
God holds the hand,
Leads me____Dance to trance!!

Blesssings Come In Disguise!!

The roses are with thorns,
The blessings are with mask worn,
Living and to live on,
Life whispers to carry on.....

The strength and weakness,
The pain and happiness,
The rage and calmness,
Always scattered with :Togetherness.

Courage,confidence
And faith if you keep;
With love and hope in heart deep.
Values and self-esteem will reap.

Life is everlasting,
Never relinquish its testing.
Without tranquil was never promised,
Life is dressed with flavours assorted.

Nothing extra is showered,
To be recieved under bearer's power.
All set in time and with purpose,
To be enjoyed as an adventure.

Lord's blessings and love;
Sprinkled from heaven above!
Sooner or later we'll realise;
Blessings come in Disguise!!

"Enjoy yourself - it is later than you think"

I have started reading a book called "Light from many lamp".I borrowed this book from dear hero.After reading Shri Sai Satcharita this book is good continuation for nourishing good thoughts.
I just completed chapter "ENJOY YOURSELF - IT IS LATER TAHN YOU THINK".
Story unfolded by Dr.Frederic Loomis.By profession he was an obstetrician and gynaecologist.....
After twenty one years of working a letter which he recieved from a girl who was a patient in his hospital and whom he didn't remember changed his life.........
She had read few lines in a chinese garden on a brass plate.The english translation - "Enjoy yourself
It is later than you think"
The message which was send from the chinese garden by this girl to Dr.Loomis reached to us through this book......
It is so amazing....the vicious cycle of learning......

"It is true that we learn from our own experiences in life but sometimes others experiences leave behind a deep impression in our mind and soul......."

It adds to list of miracles for today!!

"Om Sai Ram"

Yesterday night i slept after finishing a book named"Shri Sai Satcharita".(offcourse in english!)
All these days i have been preaching myself that i should be optimistic.I have always believed that miracles do happen in our lives....
But still somewhere in my heart I use to get scared because of the ramshackles.
I was never ignorant but was never courageous enough to deal with all my problems confidently each time i faced them.Sometimes I have shocked myself with my bold attitude....but other times i have even behaved coward.......
But after reading this book......i realised that I have to just keep up my spirits and rest will be taken care of by my Ganu Bhaiya........
I have always believed in miracles but the book conveyed that even reading this book is also a miracle.......
I fail to express my feelings in words..........
One thing for certain........
LIFE is TRULY a MIRACLE nothing BUT a MIRACLE!!

PS : Link to the book on web http://www.saibaba.org/saisatc.html

Help Help Help

I desperately need help........I'm loosing my accord from senses.........i feel my whole world is whirling........
Eveything has it's reason and all what i'm feeling right now is because i'm not able to take decision.......
i believe i'm a duffer.can u imagine i'm not able to decide what i want to do with my treasure....
with my Treasure i mean MY LIFE!!
I'm totally lost............i don't know how to start and from where?when i talk to people around me i find that they are much clear about their plans or atleast they pretend they are....
What about me?
I hate to be like this........i met old classmate of mine today and when she told me that she's flying to state next week for her PG course i was kind of jealous........There was no need to be though......if she is good for her......It's not her fault that i'm not sure about myself.................
I don't know how do i sail my life......
I have been given the steering of my life in my hand and i know there is a road ahead of me but still i'm not sure if i'm suppose to drive or should wait for some one to help me drive........I'm not even clear about my fears.....
Gosh another crazy thought but it was necessary for all this nonsense to be written..........Questions are not always answered..........may be tomorrow will bring some wisdom and understanding.I'll b able to answer my thoughts better tomorrow.
I'm sorry again for another crapo and my guts are pacing more than i expected..........so i'm posting this as well.........

Trash Feelings..........

What do i write?it seems to be ages since i blogged.I actually missed writing.There use to be times when i wanted to dump my feelings,my thoughts....There were incedences which i wanted to describe but it's all gone....
Oh Gosh I'm one big crazy.........Isn't it??
Duh.......
Today I'm sitting with nothing much in my mind to write but still i'm typing because i feel like doing it...May be i sound very confused but i think it's tolerable because such situations are faced by many of us.Today whatever i'm doing nothing is kind of making sense.Actually i have been watching and observing myself closely and i came to a conclusion that i'm changing with time.Though i'm one person who doesn't welcome change with open arms.I'm scared of changes but i realised that i'm progressing well.....
Does all this make any sense to anyone......i'm sure the answer is big no.....but trust me i don't care anything. later after posting this blog i might feel guilty to wtrite such crapo toady bt i don't care this is my space and i have all rights in the world to vomit the trash or the best lit work of mine.
I don't know what my dear Ganu Bhaiya has planned for me but one thing which i want him to know is that i want to change few things which he has gifted me........now now pls don't expect me to write my feelings very clearly.I have never been a open book.All those who know me still doesn't know in and out about me.I feel proud of myself sometimes to be good in being a mystery.....
So i was saying I want Bhaiya to know that i want to change few things and dear hero told me that LAW OF ATTRACTION always works so i'm sure my those dreams will be true someday.And as i heard today from my colleagues that world is at verge of ending.Most likely by dec2012 this yug, i mean kalyug will end........I want to make my dreams come true.......
I know i have to work hard on them but let me inform you i will.......By the way i don't know what i'm waiting for........I should have started working on them long time ago but it's alright i still have 4years in my hand..........
honey i know you are one permanent reader of my blog so pls don't get shocked or confused.I'm sure you must have expected me to write something nice and sweet after 2months of gap but this was important for me.I wanted some place to restore my thoughts couldn't think of better place than this.....and mr.hero i know you'll come up with some new theorioes and points to refresh me but trust me it's like i'm having inner voices telling me to do this..........otherwise it will affect my threshold of frustration and panic mode.........
See just few hours ago toady we had discussion about my being behaving more relax than earlier but still my negative vibrations needs space to get discharged........
I'm really sorry...............now i'm feeling dizzy but much better.........
Wow really sounds kind of psycho but at margin who is still not so dangerous to people........gosh i have actually written all this.........man i have guts to type all this and post it.........